I move on to see the next hand. Once in a while I see a queen.
In Lima and beyond in my first months in Peru I stooped down and picked up a playing card laying face down in the dirt, and when I picked up the first I found I had a tarot card of the King of Swords. I don't find tarot cards by chance often, and since it was pretty I kept it with my now huge pile of stuff. Over the next few months I found two more playing cards on the street, each card laying face down, and each a King of Spades. I found that coincidence remarkable. But now I see people playing cards daily, and finding Kings of Spades, even a King of Swords seems totally likely. Sort of. Or maybe, which I prefer, there is a message from the gods telling me something. I don't know what it is, so I keep wondering.
And then, yes, I find a Queen of Hearts or even a lady standing in Belen Market with card players. she smiles, and my day shines. I continue on to visit my buddy in the market, stopping to chat a bit on my way to visit my other buddy who owns all the stalls on his particular street, the Chinese, from what I gather, owning many stalls they rent out to the locals. What fills is what sells. A lot of people smoke tobacco, to my surprise.
Life, of course, is more than smoking and eating, it is much to do with love and laughter. I find that too in abundance in the Belen Market where I spend much time with those I hope sometime will be real friends, should my few days here extend even beyond my now few months here.
As I wander around and meet my buddies and chat I find out more each day about the continuing process of making the city better, in this case that the Chinese government is installing the city's new waterworks system, which the locals are hopeful will actually work, the problem and concern being that if it fails the backup of sewage will be far worse than the current problem of an inefficient system. But hope springs, the cards falling as they may in this less than rational world. One need take care in negotiating through it.
There's room for that here in Iquitos. And there is also sometimes nothing one can do at all to preserve oneself from death from seeming nowhere. It's a matter of chance. Even the fiercest predator finds himself at the mercy of the Fate.
It's in the cards. And there is nothing one can do but smile and wait out eternity.
Now I know that when the day is done many people close up shop and return to homes most Modernists would find less than adequate. The shop roof of plastic on sticks goes into storage for the night and the night brings a home made of plastic on sticks and a night of less than one might hope for. Who is the dealer?
Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,
To the last syllable of recorded time;
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury
William Shakespeare, Macbeth
Act 5, Scene 5, lines 17-28
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