I chose to spend my life travelling so I could hope to find the best of all possible lives to live. I'm still on the road, and I have seen the good and the bad to degrees I could never have imagined had I stayed home and lived like others of my own kind in the mountains where I grew up and a place to this day I love.
Compared to other parts of my nation my home is a backward and poverty-stricken place many people laugh at, a stereotype of hillbillies, rednecks, and racist cowboy yokels who don't know nothin'. I am one of them. I travel the world and take my inner cowboy with me as I range from sea to sea, across deserts and forests and steppes and slaglands and savannas. I am now on an island by a river in the jungle. I am at Iquitos, Peru in the Amazon. I ventured down the bank and onto a boat to travel farther still to see yet more.
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| Life on the Amazon is access to the river itself. In this less than modern environment access is ages old, a climb up and down the mudbank. |
I took a walk down the muddy slope and boarded a boat that would take me for days down the Amazon. I have no plan and no expectation of what I might find out on this journey. I do this because I do not know.
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| The boats
carrying supplies up and down the river have changed over the centuries,
and the cargo is often now consumer goods from China; but the life of
river people is little changed. |
The British historian Paul Johnson writes of the "tyranny of distance" and notes that we in the Modern world have conquered it recently with such things as interstate highways and aeroplanes and freight trains. But boats have been with us from the beginning as rivers were our life-lines connecting s to others with whom we could trade and progress from our ignorance to our triumph as Modernists in an affluent and healthy world of man living well. It is sometimes a blessing not so good. All of our stuff has not given us the meaning we should long for, and in some many cases as I see stuff has buried us under waves of despair that we don't have enough. I don't have enough. Therefore I travel in search of the stuff that is the real life I long for.
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| The water
flows into the Amazon from innumerable tributaries till the Amazon is
known to us as one of the Seven Wonders of the World. To locals, it's
just home, wonderful, but normal. |
Most people just live and live as if there is only life.Life is about food and shelter and family. The river supplies much food, and the selva shelter. Nature itself allows for children. In its idiot mercy, Nature allows for death.
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| As the cargo
boats ply the mighty river the boats stop and load and unload goods in
trade. People come to the boat in a state of hope that life will be
easier for the day, food and money coming. |
There is poverty on the riverside that matches that in my little town. I feel almost at home along the river with the traders and fishermen and loggers who are, like my own, living their lives privately. In my little town, of course, we are despicable because we are poor and uneducated and brutish, not aware of our own low class and station, and adding to the affront to our betters, we like ourselves and our lives, pretty much like people on the Amazon.
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| There is
poverty in the world, told to us by those who camp in public spaces in
America where people demonstrate and riot over their hard lives. On the
Amazon, there is no rioting. There is life and work, family and homeland
nation, all of it flowing ever downward to the sea. |
All things fall, this too, this sky, this land, this river, it all falls. And as all things fall, all things rise again to relive the Mystery of Life. I see from my rise above the normal of my home town the overview of time spent traveling. I know the fruitless effort of attempted suspension of Life, the frantic effort to stop all things for all kings who would rule as gods.
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| Birds soar in search of death to feast on as trees grow unaware of their existence. |
I have crossed my places in my search of real living. I see it all flowing into an eternal sea of impending rain. There is no good in our attempt to stop the flow. There is only death and living decay as our masters try to make themselves permanent in the world, denying death, ignoring the fall, hating the rise of life over life and the swirl of death whipping ever on the hungry. One crosses.
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| One crosses the tributaries and brings ones work to the world. |
I took a boat down river to see what there is that I wouldn't otherwise have known.
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| My boat upriver, Gran Diego, to Columbia. |
I saw that people rely on people to live. We survive because we have rules to keep us from harm and violence. We trade. We bring and we take.
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| Coffins of fish and boxes for life of man on the Amazon |
A cargo boat brings people and goods to people with money for trade. The cargo boat brings death for life.
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| People by the thousands come daily to meet the cargo boats and to trade life for life. |
ooooooFish are gathered from the river and placed in boxes loaded onto the boat and are brought to the cityside where others come to buy fish to sell to others to eat. The fishermen come to the city to buy things cities offer to villagers. The process flows daily.
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| Feeding the city. |
From big bags to smaller bags, all things are broken down till everything ends up at some point in the water where it washes down to the sea.
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| The competition for food is decided by the peace of cash. |
Everyone eats daily, and there is peace among the fed because everyone work to make all others able to continue the exchange. It is not dramatic or a matter of social justice. It is ordinary life on the river one day just like the next living. People smile. Life is good.
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| All things
broken down to bits like water drops, bananas cut from trees to be sold
by the piece, eaten as bites. Such is the meaning of the words "heresy,"
"science," and "."Scheiße." |
There's little interference in this daily round of buying and selling, working and living. People have needs and people live by tending to others'. It's as simple as life in the mountains where my own despised people do much the same.
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| A
dead fish sells for enough for a family to buy potatoes and rice and
oil. A fish feeds a family for a day so they can live to provide for
others potatoes and rice and oil. |
We fish, we hunt, we cut down trees and buy food and other goods and we live. We kill things to live. Such is life. There is not a hint of social justice in it, and thus we are hated. Privacy is hated. Here in the Amazon, a short walk from the pure jungle, life continues on without rulers, only rules among the people.
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| Fish eat so fish can spawn so fish can eat so we can eat them. |
There is a Natural Law that offends those who hate my own, a law of privacy and independence that infuriates those who would be Nature themselves. But on the Amazon, nature prevails and everyone eats anyway.
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| Home, an expectation for most, sets down amidst the flow. |
It all looks so serene and lovely till one is up to ones knees in the muck and one sees first hand the endless slaughter of nature. The water and the trees hide the brutal cycle of death, glossing over the constant churning death machine of life.
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| One lives from the river, all things coming and going down, man floating by as well. |
One retreats from so much slaughter into a life of direct life, a life of man and men, of family, of friends and city dwelling neighbours. The detrius of life builds up and slides away unnoticed. It is poverty, and it is good among the people living.
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| Eating, always and ever eating, a dog's life. |
the river provides more than enough to eat, and thus one turns to life after dinner, to the life of the mind, to life as Mystery. One makes idols of the river and admires the things of the world of ones home. Beauty reigns.
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| Movement, constant and private, is public and shared. |
Beauty and the constant movement of man from place to place in search of life, man like a fish in the river swimming in search of life beyond himself.
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| Time crawls in Belen, the 19th Century living amidst the world of super-stuff abundant. |
food, shelter, family, community, art and movement, all of it abounds in this little city on the Amazon, though it is stuck in parts in the past covered now with plastic and steel and gasoline and garbage that makes this outpost of Modernity a happy place of healthy people free to live long and to smile.
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| For all our freedom to move and trade, still we are bound by that binding of life, by our own needs to bind. The alternative is freedom to float. |
I too want parts of the world and the earth to call my own. I fill up my pack with stuff no one else can have but me. Some days I can hardly carry all my stuff. It weighs me down and makes me captive of my own need to have what is all around me.I will do this all the days of my life as I travel from here to there looking for the reason for living and the hope of finding it in time to live it well.
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| As
one floats by the river bank one sees the banks collapsing from the
rain, the image striking and obvious and eternal, even as it melts
before ones eyes, the image of a human skull falling into the river as we pass.
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Moment to moment the image fades and falls. The riverbank collapses into the water moment by moment, the river flowing like the time of ones life. And one can if one so chooses ignore it all in the moment. There it is for anyone to see all things falling broken down the river.
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| As
one floats by the river bank one sees the banks collapsing from the
rain, the image striking and obvious and eternal, even as it melts
before ones eyes. |
Life goes on like the river. All of it falling. I must travel farther still to see yet more.
A gentle reminder that my book, An Occasional Walker, is available at the link here:
http://www.amazon.com/Occasional-Walker-D-W/dp/0987761501/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1331063095&sr=1-1
And here are some reviews and comments on said book:
http://nodhimmitude.blogspot.com/2012/04/dagness-at-noon.html